Hello you radiant mother!
I’m Taylor.

I don’t love being known as “the miserable mom”… but I’ve somehow turned it into something pretty incredible.

I’ve got two wild little toehead boys who’ve taught me more than I could’ve imagined. They’re loud, messy, and relentless but they’re also shaping me into someone I never thought I could be. And the truth? It’s all too good not to share.

But it wasn’t always this way.

For the last four years, I struggled hard. I was overwhelmed, overstimulated, and dreaded most of my days. I was the ultimate turd snot face grumpy mother. The kind who couldn’t laugh, be present, or have any fun at all.

Until one day, for the bazillionth time I was crying and begging Heavenly Father for help.
Don’t know why it took so many times haha… but this time everything started to finally shift.

I realized I was already doing so much to try and fix myself… but it still wasn’t enough. So I tried just one more thing. And that one thing turned out to be the cherry on top. The piece that finally helped me pull myself together.

And now? I get to live motherhood in a way I didn’t even know was possible.

I’m doing this! I’m sharing my messy story and my healing journey because motherhood is the most important work you’ll ever do on this earth. God trusts you with His precious babies. They are meant to teach you, just as much as you’re meant to teach them.

But here’s the thing:
You can’t show up the way you ache to be if you’re running on empty.

You are the heart and well of your home! Your joy, your calm, your laughter, your presence ripple through every corner. When you’re full, life flows easy and bright; when you’re depleted, everything feels heavy and messy for everyone around you.

That’s why I’m here to remind you that taking care of yourself first isn’t selfish. It’s sacred. Because when you’re regulated, grounded, and supported… you get to show up as the mother you’ve always wanted to be.